Interesting...

Kind of funny. Take a test for what sign I should be, and it comes back my own. Heh.

You Should Be A Gemini

What's good about you: witty and energetic, you're simply the most fun to be around What's bad about you: you're flighty - losing interest in people and projects quickly In love: you enjoy the "honeymoon phase," but after that it's hard for you to stick around In friendship, you're: likely to have many groups of friends, with many different interests Your ideal job: mime, guru, or cartoonist Your sense of fashion: casual and simple You like to pig out on: fast food, especially burritos

What Sign Should You Be?

heh.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Well...

It's nice to see I have one faithful reader. It's exam week once again, I've written two already. Really hope I passed the one today, because I need that course to be able to take the next semester. Haven't done much Christmas shopping, only bought one present so far. Not such a good thing. Oh well. Probably do a whole bunch tomorrow.
Met the people upstairs last night. Well, two of them. Not bad, if I do say so myself. They're all gamers, so I will have someone to spend time with. Apparently they've got four computers, three surround sound systems, a ps2, xbox 360, a very large tv in the living room, and the one guy is considering putting a 30-something inch flatscreen in his room. On top of that, the one guy dl's movies etc. all the time, and has over 400 movies, all recent releases, but out of the 4 dvd movies I have, he actually doesn't have one and wants to borrow it! Still, sounds like I've found my new best friends, lol.
Random picture for you to print out and colour:

Why? Because I can. I printed it out, you should too.

Oh yea, random favorite site of the moment? Pandora (Pandora.com)
Just enter in a favorite band or song, and it finds more like it for you and plays them! Want to listen to what I've been listening to? Enter "Hinder" and enjoy. Right now I'm listening to Falls Apart by Hurt. Decent song.
Just managed to spill nail polish all over the keyboard. That took some cleaning, but at least it came off. Not recommended, though. Nail polish remover kind of ruins the finish on keyboards. Oh well, the bf wanted a new one anyways. Oh yes, we got a new mouse, a wireless logitech mouse. It's got volume controls and mail and messenger buttons, too.
Well, I'm off to clean the apartment and do some studying. There's another exam tomorrow, and Pete and his bro Will are gonna be coming in some time tomorrow. Gotta get this place in decent shape by then. Can hardly wait for tomorrow when they get here though. Getting kind of impatient. Well, gotta get that cleaning done. I'll be back eventually.

Hmm.

Well, I seem to have lost one of my viewers. Then again, said person doesn't talk to me anymore. Oh well. It won't kill me, i suppose. Sad, though, when a friend goes their own way.

Pete has decided to buy a tv. Apparently we're getting a 40" Samsung lcd hdtv. Here's a pic:

Nice, eh? Look forward to having it. Even if it is likely to go back home with him. Some day I'll get use out of it. Well, Windows is telling me to restart to do updates. I'm off.

*Yawn*

Well, it's been a while since I last posted. Not been doing much, done a lot of reading recently and that's about it. School is getting crazy... Exams next week. I have four: two theoretical and two practical. The one practical should be fairly easy. The rest of the exams... Well, let's just say that I'm going to be studying from now till the exams themselves. We also have two big assignments due for next week. One I'm almost done, the other, our class is having a lot of trouble with. No surprise there.
Oh well. Went out to the bar tonight (after all, it is Thursday!). Started at Houston's, then got a text message from Nadine saying we should go to the 40, so we went. The 40 had a hypnotist in. It was kind of funny, but all stuff I'd seen before. Saw Reub and Myles at Houston's, and ended up giving Myles a ride to the 40. Didn't drink tonight. Kind of lost interest for whatever reason. When we were thinking about leaving the 40 after the show, we were standing fairly close to the doors, and the guy watching the doors was checking me out. Pretty good looking, I'd give him... an 8.5/10. Not exactly my type, or he would've definitely scored higher. On the way out the door, we made eye contact and he winked at me. Cute.
Would likely have went and talked to him, but Michelle and Paul wanted to go home. Spoilsports. I wanted to go back to Houston's till close, because we still had at least another hour and a half. Wanted to have a couple drinks to put me to sleep, because I've been drinking coke all night and am now wide awake, even if it is 2:30AM. Just think, right now we could still be at the bar! Wish Gowan had a cell phone. I think that he and Marr (guy in our class) went back over to Houston's, but I don't know Marr's cell number, so I couldn't find out if they went there. If they had and I knew it, I would have gone with them. Maybe crashed on Gowan's couch. Still don't want to go to bed, but I suppose I should so that I will be at least somewhat awake tomorrow morning.
I hate party poopers. When my roommate is out drinking and I'm with her, I go wherever she goes, no matter how tired I am. Unfortunately, it doesn't seem to work both ways. I won't be able to go out and have fun till after Christmas break now, Pete is coming here tomorrow some time, so I won't be able to go out then, or at all this weekend, and apparently he and his brother are both going to be in town around Wednesday next week, so they'll likely still be here Thursday, and I plan to go home Friday, and Pete doesn't seem to like me having fun with the guys. If he weren't going to be around, I think I'd hang out with Gowan. He's always doing something, and I know I've got a couch to sleep on if I can't make it home. Oh well. Kind of sleepy now, I know my body is totally exhausted, I haven't slept more than 6 hours per night in like two weeks... Ugh. And I know this next week will be hell. Wish me luck. I'll need it.

Happy birthday...

It's Jason's birthday today, so I decided to give him a special mention here. He's been my longest lasting friend from the Terry Brooks forum. It's been over three years since I re-found that place.
So anyways, here's the cake I'd send you if I had any faith in the mail system:

Why a frog? Just because I can. Maybe I'll send you a Christmas/birthday card in a bit. Maybe.

Last night...

Well, last night was Thursday night, and we all know what that means. Certainly wasn't the most fun night, by any means. Had a couple of creeps I didn't like the look of bothering me. Naturally, none of my guy friends where there last night. I did, however, spot Patrick, a guy I kind of knew back home. He's big, tall, and most certainly a military type. He was hanging out with a couple of his big military friends, so I made some new friends and stayed with them most of the night. Nobody bothered me when I was with them, that's for sure.
We had a hard time getting a pool table. One of the tables wasn't working, and the other three had people who could actually play pool at them, and those guys stayed at their own tables almost all night. Got on a pool table at like 1am, so we only had half an hour to play. I wasn't playing very good once again, but Paul was worse. He lost for us twice in one game. Oh well. Maybe I can find someone to play with me at lunch time.
Saw Nadine at Houston's. Later on, Myles and Cutler were there. Cutler was in pretty bad shape by the looks of him... Myles not a whole lot better. Neither of them are in class today. Go figure. Guess Nadine's not here either. Oh well. Their loss. I need to find someone else willing to play pool, I think Rudi has dropped this course, or else he's away once again, and Cutler is never around either. It makes for a very dull lunch. I have to sit in the classroom some days and just entertain myself with solitaire or something. It sucks.
Anyways, it's our breaktime in class. Time for me to go get breakfast.

Hehe...

Pure Geek 47 % Nerd, 56% Geek, 47% Dork

For The Record: A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia. A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one. A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions. You scored better than half in Geek, earning you the title of: Pure Geek. It's not that you're a school junkie, like the nerd, and you don't really stand out in a crowd, like the dork, you just have some interests that aren't quite mainstream. Perhaps it's anime, perhaps it's computers, perhaps it's bottlecaps, perhaps it's all of those and more. Your interests take you to events and gatherings that are filled with people you find unusual and beyond-the-pale, but you don't quite consider yourself "of that crowd." Instead, you consider yourself to be fairly normal. Which, you are. Congratulations! You're the one on the RIGHT!

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 31% on nerdiness You scored higher than 85% on geekosity You scored higher than 82% on dork points

Hmmm.....

You want everything in a man at the same time! Masculine, built like a Greek god, exotic and mysterious and even some bad-ass in there too. I think you would really like Freddy Ljungberg, the Swedish soccer player. He's the guy on the right. But let's face it, the whole point of this was to look at a bunch of hot guys. If you liked what you saw, please rate my test!

Exotic bad-ass You scored 80% masculine, 64% athletic, 63% exotic, and 43% refined!

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

	You scored higher than 94% on masculine
	You scored higher than 49% on athletic
	You scored higher than 84% on exotic
	You scored higher than 37% on refined

Rockets...

Well, it's been exactly a week since I last posted. Getting lax in my duties. Pete finished work on Wednesday. Came here yesterday. He's done for the season now, so I don't know what's going on. Guess he'll likely get himself a job.
Well, we went to Houston's again last night. It was Pete, Michelle, and I to begin with, because Paul had a hockey game, which he apparently lost. It was pretty dead in there because ACC was having a social for one of the sports teams at the Roadhouse, which was fine with me, because that meant we could get a table. I was playing pretty good, but Pete lost interest in pool after only a couple of games. Caused us to lose. I was pretty miffed.
After we'd been there for a while, short dude Daniel or whatever his name is showed up. Convinced him to play with us. Pete got tired of us pool players and wandered off to a friend of his and spent the rest of the night away from us. Soon as Daniel showed, I started playing terribly. He's most certainly not a good luck person for me. He's pretty decent at pool though, so I guess I've got a partner if I ever need one and he's at the bar.
Well, at around 2 we decided to head home... I wandered away from Pete to say bye to Daniel, who was at the balcony at the time. Possibly may see him next week, if he has money, as he said. When I got back, Pete was not pleased. Apparently I'm not allowed to talk to guys anymore. I think this was mostly just cuz Pete was drunk, and when he's drunk, he's unreasonably jealous of everything.
When we got home, he broke the door right off the door frame accidentally. Then he proceeded to pick a fight with me. According to him, I'm going to be just like my mother. I'm also going to cheat on him with pretty much every single one of my guy friends, also many strangers, and quite possibly even have someone else's kid, because it's in my blood, and because I'm female. You can imagine how pleased I was with him. Well, he just finished his movie, so he'll be coming in here right away, so I may as well finish this off. I'd be in a little trouble if he ever read my blog, I'm thinking.

morning...

Well, it's 3:19 AM, and we just got back from the bar a few minutes ago. It was quite an interesting night. Seeing as I was driving, I only spent a few dollars. I was doing terribly at pool, so I only played like 5 games. Jared was there. Yes, Jared from my very early posts. He was drinking, after two months of no alcohol. I just realized I have his smokes. Oops. Sweet, anyone want half a pack of Player's Light?
I was actually out on the dance floor for once. Did some dirty dancing with a hot guy from here in town. Daniel I think his name was... He's a cook at the Double Decker. He tried so very hard to get my number. He's about the same height as me too... Maybe two inches taller than me, if that. With my heels on, I was actually taller than him! Totally worth looking at, if you ask me... Even if I'm normally attracted to the taller guys.
Anyways, on with the story. So where was I? Ah, yes. Jared. Well, I talked to him a few times throughout the night, and his friends found me pretty hot... At the end, when they'd turned off the music and turned on the lights, I went and talked to him, asked if he was getting laid tonight, then made fun of him for not being successful. Ya know, he kissed me so many times... It's funny. When he's drunk, he has a bad habit of kissing me on the top of my head, or, when he's feeling brave, on the cheek. Tonight was no exception. He kept trying to get me to his friend's place with him, because a few of them were gonna keep drinking. If I were single...
One thing he always asks me when he's drunk is if I want it. For that matter, his brother does the same... Man, he was real touchy-feely tonight. Kept his arm around me most of the time I was talking to him. When we were waiting for our jackets, he kept grabbing my ass... Then tried to get me to grab him... All I said was nice try. Yet another reason to wish I were single... But no. It's nice to have the security of a bf too. Some black guy tried to get me to give him and his friend a ride home... Outside, when I was warming my car up to leave, Jared and his pals came up and were talking with me... Jared scared poor Paul, made him think that he wanted to fight. It was pretty funny. I feel kinda bad for ending up with his smokes, not that he needs them, but I have absolutely no use for them. Oh well. Bargaining chips, I suppose.
Anyways, I'm drifting off here, so I guess I should go to bed. Tonight is going to be hard to be miserable, though. So... Deprived... If I weren't going to be seeing Pete tomorrow, I would have quite possibly taken Jared up on his offer... It's that bad. I was even considering it briefly. Anyways. I'm going to bed. I've spent so much time staring off into space... It's like 3:55 now!

Flushed Away

Well, I went to the movie. Word of advice: Not worth watching! Not nearly as funny as most kid's movies I've seen. Going to the bar tonight. Convinced Andrew (Hall) to go with us. Now I've got a pool partner! Yay! I'm driving tonight, got no desire to drink and have no money anyways. Should still be fun. Well, seeing as Andrew's here, may as well actually talk to him, lol.

Read the article....

http://lifewise.canoe.ca/SexRomance/2006/10/16/2041084-sun.html

*sigh*

Last night I never got home. Ended up sleeping in Reub's bed, lol... No, I didn't do anything. I actually fell asleep totally accidentally. Got woken up at 6:30AM. At least Reub woke me up, otherwise I would've been really late for school. Only 50% of our class even showed up today. When you've only got about 15 people in a class, that's really bad... A bunch of lazy bones, if you ask me.
Well, I'm going to go see Flushed Away in about 15 minutes... Looks funny, I'll fill you in and give my recommendation when I get around to it. It's just gonna be Rudi and I, because Cutler is working, in fact, everyone is busy. Oh well. Should be interesting.
Not sure whether or not I'll be going to the bar tomorrow night. I've decided that drinking is overrated. I'm thinking I'm gonna be DD, because I just have no desire to be drunk anymore. Oh well. I've had my crazy college kid stint, I suppose.

Well, Jason, I'll give you this much... I still haven't found one that compares in size. Sooner or later I'll actually tell you, I suppose.

....

I'm terrible. I should probably burn in hell. I really don't know why I'm like this, I just am. Once upon a time I was a good little churchie. I went to youth group, participated in bible quizzing, and hung out only with all the other bible thumpers in my school. Then I met Pete. Sure, at that point I was still good, but he corrupted me. He was the class clown, not sure why he paid attention to me, nobody else did.
Well, back then, we were still in high school. I was 17, and he was the same age. We got along great, and eventually he asked me out. Naturally, I agreed. He was the hot blonde guy with the accent. At this point, I was planning to wait till marriage for sex. I lasted three months.
My first time was the night of grad, after we got back from safegrad. That entire night we'd been making out almost nonstop, and we went back to his friend's house to crash. His friend let us have his bedroom. I guess I knew what was coming. Well, it was nothing special. A little uncomfortable, after all, I was a virgin, and he's big. Like, really big. Part of the reason I'm still with him.
After that, we had it more and more frequently, it was sometimes a little... painful... as I was stretched in ways I'd never expected. Now, I'm good with any position, though. He's still uncomfortably long for certain positions, even after two years.
Where is this leading? Well, it's sex. Three years ago, I could've lived the rest of my life without it. Now, Pete isn't around most of the time, and I need it. I can't concentrate, can't function without it. A lot of guys can relate, I'm sure. Most of my guy friends sure can. My problem is not even "toys" help me. I need more than just myself. And this can only be a bad thing, because my boyfriend isn't around to help me out.
So now we get to my real problem. I need it, can't live without it, well, at least not comfortably. Can't get it, at least not from the source I'm supposed to be getting it from. What am I supposed to do?
Most people just wait. The vast majority, actually. I find I can't. So I find myself cheating on Pete. I really wish I didn't do it. I love him so much, and I truly miss him. So up comes the question, is it really cheating? I'm not actually emotionally attached to the people I cheat on my guy with. They're more... a release. Toys, really. No offense intended.
I know I shouldn't think like this, and cheating is cheating. It's supposed to be anything physical, or even emotional attachment. I just don't really see it this way. Pete does, though... I'm hoping that when he finishes work for the season, I'll stop all this. Truly, I do. Truth is, this could very easily end our relationship. It would be sad if it did, but I can't help it.
So why should I burn? I'm evil, I truly am. I should never have done so many things, and I know that a true God wouldn't forgive me, not when I understand what I'm doing, but do it anyways. Oh well. I will continue living life as I do, but you now know what goes through my mind so very often.
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Btw, last night I went over to Gowan's place, I'm now Reuben's personal masseuse. If only he understood how much I enjoy giving massages... His was so relaxing, he actually fell asleep. It was kind of funny. Worked on him for like 40 minutes. Soon enough, my hands will be nice and strong again. I do so much enjoy giving back massages...

You paid attention during 57% of high school!

51-67% You are smart enough to be ashamed of still scoring so low; remember that there are books in the world, full of information? Yes, books are our friends.

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What type of partier are you? Your Result: The Socialite You like only the best liquors, the latest trendy martini's, or the finest single-malt scotch. You are not one for the 'dive bar', you prefer classy lounges filled with model-quality people. When intoxicated, you flirt, but are coy and unattainable, you make your suitors WORK for it.
The Lurker
Bar Slut
Hardcore drunk
Bar Social Butterfly
The rock-star party animal
The designated driver
What type of partier are you? Make Your Own Quiz

Ha. Yea right.
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You are 91% Canuck!

You rock, you are an almighty Canadian through and through. You have proven your worthiness and have won the elite prize of living in a country as awesome as Canada. Yes I know other countries think they are better, but we let them have that cuz we know better than they do, eh?

How Canadian Are You?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Reasonable enough...

Words to live by...

Totally stolen off of Shazammm

a.. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone.

b.. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal
your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it.

c.. Sex is like air - it's not important unless you aren't getting any.

d.. No one is listening until you fart.

e.. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments.

f.. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away, and you have their shoes.

g.. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you.

h.. Give a man a fish, and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day.

i.. If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was worth it.

j.. Don't worry - It only seems kinky the first time.

k.. Good judgment comes from bad experience, and a lot of that comes from bad judgment.

l.. There are two theories about arguing with women. Neither one works.

m.. Experience is something you don't get until just after you need it.

n.. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night

Bear Crawl Clarified

Well, I promised I'd tell you about the bear crawl... Well, that one night... The one involving Reuben... You know what I'm talking about... Anyways, when we got back to Myles' that night, Hall was pretty ill, and was in the bathroom for quite some time... When he came out, he crawled. When Reuben saw him, he said "Here he comes!", and Hall's reply was "guhhhherhhh...", or something to that effect... Basically some kind of growl/grunt thing... And from then on, it's been known as the bear crawl... And no, he will never live it down.

So whenever I mention the bear crawl, you'll understand what I'm talking about... And I got some photos uploaded to photobucket...

Here's me and my roommate's boyfriend's little brother...

And here's me in my hat and my roommate...

And...

Roommate, her boyfriend, and his brother.

Yea... We had fun that night... I stole the roommie's bf's brother's hat, lol... Anyways, I'll go away now, that was a lot of work, lol... Some day, when I get a digital camera, I'll post a lot more pictures... But that could be a while in a future...

Touch Too Much

AC/DC- A Touch Too Much

It was one of those nights,
When you turn out the lights,
And everything comes into view
She was takin' her time,
I was losin' my mind,
There was nothin' that she wouldn't do
It wasn't the first,
Wasn't the last,
She knew we was makin' love
I was so satisfied,
Deep down inside,
Like a hand in a velvet glove


Seems like a touch - a touch too much!
Seems like a touch - a touch too much!
Too much for my body, too much for my brain,
This damn woman's gonna drive me insane!
She's got a touch - a touch too much...

Oh!
She had the face of an angel,
Smilin' with sin,
The body of Venus with arms
Dealin' with danger,
Strokin' my skin,
Like a thunder and lightenin' storm
It wasn't the first,
Wasn't the last,
It wasn't that she didn't care
She wanted it hard,
Wanted it fast,
She liked it done medium-rare


Seems like a touch - a touch too much!
Seems like a touch - a touch too much!
Too much for my body, too much for my brain,
This damn woman's gonna drive me insane!
She's got a touch - a touch too much...
Touch me!



Ow!
Seems like a touch, (Touch too much)
You know it's much too much (Much too much)
I really wanna feel you, (Touch too much)
Girl, you know you're givin' me (Much too much)
Oh, seems like a touch,
Just a dirty lil' touch
I really need your touch,
'Cause you're much too much too much too much!


Seems like a touch - a touch too much!
Seems like a touch - a touch too much!
Givin' me a touch - a touch too much!
Baby got a touch - a touch too much!
Seems like a touch - a touch too much!
A touch too much!
A touch too much!
A touch too much!
Touch! C'mon and touch me!
Yeah!

The Bear Crawl...

Yea... Don't know if I mentioned it before. If not, I'll be saying a little something about it next time I post. So I'm posting at Gowan's place on one of his roommate's laptops. I need a laptop. Spend the past couple of hours sending my photos off of my cell to my email, because I have to send it in for repairs. Again. This time, it's their fault. When I got it back from Samsung after its screen repair, the vibrate function didn't work. Still doesn't. So that means it's gonna be gone forever again. Grr.
Well, I'd post about something else... But I promised a friend I wouldn't. Too bad, it would've been interesting. I've got a mock interview in a few hours. It's part of writing skills... Although I don't get how interviews have anything to do with writing... Oh well.
I should probably get outta here... I'll post again tomorrow before going to the bar if I remember... It's gonna be a fun night. I plan to drink as much as I can. It's been a miserable week. Total relaxation time.

Sharked...

Well, so this will be two posts in one day. Yay. After school today was great. I actually accomplished stuff! Well, something, anyways. I got that bookcase together! The pre-drilled holes were a little crooked, but for $30, what else can you expect. I got my half box of books unpacked, still have to convince Reuben he needs to help me get the full box up the stairs, though.
Cutler called me wanting to play pool, so I convinced Myles and Reuben to come with us. Reuben wanted to go to the gym and work out, but after I pestered him enough he agreed to come with us. Well, Myles has apparantly gotten good at pool. He kicked my ass several times. Good thing he kept losing by sinking the white instead of the black, lol. I only actually won one game. What a bad night!
Well, we eventually all decided it was time to go home, so Cutler dropped us off at Myles' place. Of course, Myles disappeared straight into his room. I sat down and watched tv, and so did Reuben. We played Spider Solitaire on his laptop at the same time as we watched news. How exciting. Well, tomorrow I might be able to convince him to help me by carrying my last books upstairs for me. We'll see. I'm sure you can guess where I'll be for the next few weeks.

Mmmm.... Books...

So yea... Last night I was supposed to post. Didn't do it. Oops. Anywho, I got my bookcase! Here it is:
Canadian Tire special, $30! Gotta put it together... I'll likely do it tonight. I'm gonna be at Gowan's place a lot now, I can have my books!!!!!! Accidentally took my one book I'm reading right now over there. Oh well.
Last night Pete came over. Finally. Missed him sooooooo much! Yea... He's gone already. Oh well. It was a nice visit while it lasted.
Posting at school. Gotta love it. I'll maybe post tonight. We'll see. Depends on whether I get online at all... Most likely, I'm going to Myles' place after checking the stores for Eragon... Myles convinced me I've gotta read the book before the movie comes out. I think I saw it in Walmart, I'm gonna have to check now.
Well, I'd better actually look like I'm doing something. It is class, after all. Even if we only have 5 or 10 minutes left.... Maybe I'll get the title for my Powerpoint presentation I have to do!

Pussycat Dolls- Don't Cha

Pussycat Dolls
Don't Cha


Oh, baby dolls

I know you like me (I know you like me)
I know you do (I know you do)
Thats why whenever I come around shes all over you
And I know you want it (I know you want it)
It's easy to see (it's easy to see)
And in the back of your mind
I know you should be home with me

[Chorus]
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me
Dont cha, dont cha
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me
Dont cha, dont cha

Fight the feeling (fight the feeling)
Leave it alone (leave it alone)
Cause if it aint love
It just aint enough to leave a happy home
Let's keep it friendly (let's keep it friendly)
You have to play fair (you have to play fair)
See, I dont care
But I know she aint gon' wanna share

[Chorus]
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me
Dont cha, dont cha , baby
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me
Dont cha, dont cha

I know I'm on your mind
I know we'll have a good time
I'm your friend
I'm fun
And I'm fine
I aint lying
Look at me, you aint blind [2x]

See, I know she loves you (I know she loves you)
I understand (I understand)
I'd probably be just as crazy about you
If you were my own man
Maybe next lifetime (maybe next lifetime)
Possibly (possibly)
Until then, Oh friend your'e secret is safe with me

[Chorus]
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me
Dont cha, dont cha
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me
Dont cha, dont cha

So today's a lazy Sunday. Well, it would be if I didn't have mounds of homework. It was a nice enough weekend, went to the bar on Friday. It was full of old people, but the pool tables were empty, so we had fun there. Had another "Party Boy" dancing for me, he even bought me a drink.
My roommate, her "friend", and I wanted to play doubles, so I went up to a guy and asked him to play with me. He was pretty decent looking, and a little more friendly than a guy would be if he knew I had a man, but it was all good fun. He goes to the same school as me, so I'll likely be seeing him again. Can't remember his name, though... John? Maybe. Oh well. He was fairly tall, which made it rather difficult to talk to him in that bar, cuz it's way too loud there.
Bought a few fish yesterday, too... Two pleco's and two Kuhli Loaches.

Pleco

Kuhli loach

I love loaches. Such interesting little critters. I'm thinking one of my cichlids is gonna be laying eggs soon, problem is, the last batch of babies I got isn't old enough to get rid of yet, so I'm gonna be very overpopulated by them soon.

Electric Yellow Cichlid

So that's what my fishies look like. I've got quite a few of the electric yellows. Anyone want some? I'll give em to you cheap... I don't know what to do!
Oh well. I'm sure I'll figure something out. Anywho, yea... Yesterday we did nothing all day, except for the fish shopping... Watched Ultra Violet and Tokyo Drift. Today, it's back to homework. I guess I'll get to it.

Kiss- Domino

Here's a good song:

Domino- Kiss

Now lemme tell ya my story, I got a man-sized predicament
And its a big one, goes like this, yeah
My my, ow, yeah!

Never had confession, never had a home
Never had no worry, until I met domino

Aint the virgin mary, love her I confess
Got my hesitations, cause she kisses like the kiss of death

Loves lots of money, backs against the wall
Calls me sugar daddy, she knows shes got me by the balls

They call her domino - so fine

Got a reputation, havent got a hope
Its a sticky situation, if she aint old enough to vote

Loves to play with fire, loves to hurt so good
Loves to keep me burnin, cause shes a bad habit, bad habit
Bad habit thats good, good, good

They call her domino, domino, domino

(instrumental break)

Every damn time I walk through that door, its the same damn thing
That bitch bends over, and I forget my name - ow!

Loves lots of money, backs against the wall
Calls me sugar daddy, she knows shes got me by the balls - ow!
Loves to play with fire, love her I confess
Got no hesitations, cause shes a bad habit, bad habit, shes a bad habit!

Yeah




Another good song:

Closer- Nine Inch Nails

You let me violate you. You let me desecrate you.
You let me penetrate you. You let me complicate you.
Help me I broke apart my insides. Help me I've got no soul to sell.
Help me the only thing that works for me. Help me get away from myself.

I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god

You can have my isolation. You can have the hate that it brings.
You can have my absence of faith. You can have my everything.
Help me you tear down my reason. Help me it's your sex I can smell.
Help me you make me perfect. Help me become somebody else.

I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god

Through every forest, above the trees
Within my stomach. Scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
You are the reason I stay alive

Hermes the Hermit Crab

Well, yesterday I slept in and missed classes. Good thing I'd sent an email the previous night saying I likely wouldn't be in because I didn't feel well. Today I went to school, first class came and went, then we went to second class. There was no instructor. We all just fooled around on the internet anyways. Next class we didn't have an instructor, either, so my friends and I skipped out the rest of the day.
One friend had a dead car because someone left his lights on last night after driving home from the bar, so I gave him a boost. Apparantly I'm the only one with enough forethought to actually carry booster cables. Everyone else has CAA (Canadian equivalent to AAA). Even I have CAA coverage, but I prefer to boost my own car or change my own tire instead of waiting for someone else to do it for me. Silly people.
Well, I came home and started playing Tibia, a game that Myles is totally addicted to. I played it till after dinner sometime, when Cutler showed up. It was completely random, apparantly he'd been visiting Nadine just before me. Well, he invited himself in, and into my room where I'd been playing the game, and parked himself on my bed. He even gave me a Subway cookie! Somehow we decided we should go to Future Shop to look for a graphics card for his computer.
Well, we went to Future Shop. We looked at graphics cards. After browsing, he decided he needed to get a new computer. This resulted in us driving all over the city looking at computers. He didn't like any of them, so we headed home.
On the way home, we decided to stop for slurpees. Cutler then said he'd buy mine for me if I gave him a back massage, and, because I'm broke, I agreed. Well, the slurpee was really good. Not as good as the one place back home, but probably the best in this city. When we got back here, he saw the movie The Ringer, and said he hadn't watched it, so we popped it in and watched it for a while, until he remembered that I owed him a massage. Well, we threw couch cusions on the floor, and I sat on his butt and gave him a massage while we were watching the movie.
That's how my roommate found us when she came home. It was kinda funny because she couldn't see his face, so all she saw was me sitting on some guy who was obviously not Pete. Well, he seemed to enjoy the massage. Those massages of mine can put Pete right to sleep, so they must be pretty relaxing. He had to leave before the movie was done so he'd be home when his girl got home, so we lent it to him.
We then went to Walmart to see about a ring for Michelle's mother's present. I ended up buying a bottle of glow-in-the-dark nailpolish (yes, I'm obsessed with glow-in-the-dark stuff), and a pretty little bracelet/earrings set. Going to alter it so it's a necklace. just gotta get around to doing that.
Supper was leftovers again. This time it was KD from the other night. We also got pumpkin pie at walmart, so that was dessert, but it isn't very good. Going to have to get a recipe from Mom for pumpkin pie. Well... that brings us to now. Gotta clean my fishtanks. Then after I finish, we're gonna watch Ren & Stimpy, Michelle bought a dvd of them when we were in walmart. Ren & Stimpy are the greatest. Well, I'm sure I'll be back soon. Tomorrow night is our going out night, and we plan to have a party both Friday and Saturday nights, if we can manage it.
Michelle let her hermit crab out for a walk a while ago, and forgot about it for 1/2 an hour, so he was lost. It took the two of us 10 minutes to find him. Kind of funny. Well, I'm off. Got cleaning to do so that my room and my fishies look presentable for when we have our party Friday.

Quizzes

So I've just wasted three hours on quizzes. The highlights are:

You Are Super Spicy

You're a little bit crazy, a little bit naughty, and a whole lot of sexy. You go beyond hot - you set people's senses on fire!

Are You Hot?

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Your Love Style is Eros

For you, love is all about the passion! And chances are, you're currently in love. You have a strong physical response to love... And you are great at committing (As long as the person makes your toes curl!)

What's Your Love Style?

Your Seduction Style: Sex Pot

Tradionally known as a "siren", "rake", or "femme fatale." You exude sensuality. And while your sexiness is part of what makes you an incredible seducer... Your ability to make others feel sexy is what really makes your seduction skills shine. Most people don't feel attractive or desired enough - a need which you tap into. You have the ultimate sex appeal, and getting attention from you is a total self esteem boost. Your confidence is contagious, and you help others unleash their own sexuality. Your sex pot seduction skills are so intoxicating that you can get away with... well, almost murder. Lovers feel like your sensuality is in your blood, so it's only natural if you flirt a little. And if you stray, that might be okay as well - as long as you make your lover still feel hot.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Turkeys

Well, last night my roommate and I went to Houston's, one of the local bars. What a night. Originally I was supposed to drive, and we were to come home early because my roomie had an exam today, but her guy "friend" told us he and his brother would give us a ride, so we agreed. Big mistake. We were gonna aim for being home no later than 1am. We didn't leave till closing, which is about 2:30am. Oops.
We got there around 10:15pm, which, it turns out, was just the right time, because after we got to the door, a large rush occurred and the bar got packed very quickly. As usual, we headed straight upstairs to the pool tables. A quick survey of the area turned up Myles. He'd told me he was going to stay home, but turns out his brother and roommate conned him into drinking right after school, so he was pretty drunk by this time. His roommie was there too, and still looks pretty decent, so it wasn't just the drunk goggles last weekend.
We challenged a table, then another table was abandoned, so we quickly moved to it. We made sure to keep a nice line of money up to discourage others from challenging us, and it worked well for a while. I was shooting horribly, and couldn't shoot to save my life. I played Myles, and even he beat me! When that happened, I went over to talk to Reuben, who was playing pool across the room. He made fun of me for losing to Myles! Then again, I deserved it. Nobody loses to Myles, especially when he's that drunk.
Well, the inevitable occured and someone challenged us. We lost the table pretty quickly
when that happened. Of course, this was getting fairly late, so we went down to the shooter bar and tried some Gladiators. The recipe for them is as follows:

Ingredients:

• 1/2 oz Amaretto
• 1/2 oz Southern Comfort
  
• 2 oz Orange juice
• 2 oz 7-Up

Mixing instructions:

Mix 1/2 oz Amaretto with 1/2 oz Southern Comfort. Drop into glass of 2 oz orange juice mixed with 2 oz 7-up.

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Mmm.... Soooooo good.... Well, by this time I was getting quite drunk. I'd spent almost all of my money, and my roommate had bought me a few (I only went with $25, tho, b/c that was all the money I had in the world). Back upstairs we went, and eventually the people who had the table got bored and left, so we got it back. That was when Myles and I decided to challenge my roommate and her friend. Big mistake. They can't play pool to save their lives, but they beat us. Badly.

At this point, the bouncers were chasing us downstairs because the upstairs part closes at 1:30-2:00, depending on how fast they can chase everyone away from the pool tables. We decided to go sit downstairs fairly close to the door until we found my roommate's friend's brother and Reuben. Well, we found both eventually, but we didn't want to leave. Michelle (my roommate), and I were having fun stealing ice from Myles and throwing it at one another. He put his arm in front of me, and I snapped at him. He said that I wouldn't dare bite him, so I did.

Well, apparantly he doesn't learn too well, because he put his arm up again, and I bit him again. I lost count of how many times I did... Made some nice marks. Suprisingly enough, there wasn't a mark on him today. At least he was in worse shape than me today, because I could make fun of him.

The total for the night? Ten drinks, many dollars wasted on pool... Lots of great looks, because I was wearing my bright orange boots again. Reuben told me he loved them every time he saw me. It's nice being a cheap drunk. Only would've cost me $35 if I'd paid for the night. Anyways, Pete just got back from work and we're going home now. It's Thanksgiving weekend, so I don't know when I'll be back.

Traffic lights....

So all of last week my friend Myles was bothering some of us in class to come to this party at his place. It was actually supposed to be his roommate's birthday party, but he decided to invite all of the "cool" people from class to it. Well... Nadine, the other girl in my class, and I decided to go there about 7pm, just to be nice and early... Well... We forgot to get mix, and I forgot my money, so we did a bit of running around. Finally got there, and the only one we knew was Myles. There were a few people that they knew, but Nadine and I were total strangers. Introductions went around, but the only one whose name I can still remember is Reuben, Myles' roommate. Real hottie, just the right amount of muscle, in the military, in other words, yummy... Well... After a while, Nadine and I decide to start calling people to get them to come... We got two other people from our class, and the girlfriend of one of them.
At around 10pm we decided to get going to the bar to beat the lineup... We managed to do that more or less, but when we got into the bar, it sucked. No pool tables, no foosball, nothing. Nadine seemed to like that bar, but it was more for dancing. Some of our friends couldn't even come in because of what they were wearing. We left pretty quick, except for Nadine, who decided to wait for her roommate.
The bar that we all agreed to go to was awesome. It had pool tables, fooseball, and even couches... It's most certainly my new favorite bar. We played pool for hours... Reuben and I were playing partners with a couple of guys from my class, and we even won $10 on that game! It was great!
Well, the sober drivers (the people that were from our class!) got tired and left... At this point, it was just Myles, Reuben, his sister, some guy from way back in school they knew, a friend of Reuben's, and me. It was closing time, so we walked out... Then we realized we had no way to go home. Someone went back in and got a phone number for a cab company and called it. They said they'd be right over. Well... Someone saw the signpost with the Walk and Don't Walk lit signs on it... That someone was Reuben's friend... Who happens to be very tall... He decided to play with the wing nuts on the side of it and found out they unscrewed easily. He took off all of them, and wonder of all wonders, it swung open. He decided to steal a bulb. Of course, we were all pretty drunk at this point... But he got scared and put it back, then settled for just leaving the thing open.
We were still waiting for a taxi, when we saw one coming. Turns out it was for someone else. The same with the next 10 or so that came up. We called again, and the company said they'd be along shortly. Again. Eventually, a van taxi pulled up and dropped off a bunch of people. We practically jumped the poor guy, because we'd been waiting for half an hour already. We got home, and Myles went to bed. Party pooper, that one. The old friend guy was pretty sick, and then passed out on the living room floor. Reuben's friend and his sister both pretty much fell asleep on the couch, Reuben kept drinking, and I sat up with him for some unkown reason... Maybe the fact that I hate to be among the first to bed.
Well, Reuben, his sister, his friend, and I sat up talking for a couple of hours. At around 4, Reuben's sister said "Reuben, make me a sandwich!", and he agreed to. He then turned to me and asked, practically begged, to get me to help him. I agreed to it, there was nothing else to do, so we went into the kitchen and proceeded to make it. Really tasty looking. It had ham, lettuce, tomatoes, mustard, and mayo, all on rye bread. We even cut it in half. His sister ate it, and then his friend decided he wanted one too, so we went back and made another one. While we were busy making sandwhiches, Reuben asked me if I was self-conscious at all... And complimented me repeatedly about my breasts... I guess that was brought on because I was wearing a very low v-neck top and he was more than a little drunk...
A while later, out of the blue, Reuben asked if I had a boyfriend. I told him I did, and he said he'd quit trying, and wondered why I hadn't told him earlier, so he wouldn't have wasted all that time and effort, although I didn't know what he was talking about... After more talking, at around 5, I got tired and bored and decided to go to bed. The only sleeping area was Reuben's bed, so I warned him I was stealing it and that I didn't want any company, and crawled into his leopard-print bed. Yes, leopard print. Complete bedset, lol... I almost did laugh out loud upon seeing it. But the bed was really comfy... And quiet... I jumped on it and it didn't make any of the horrid creaking noises mine makes... Mine sounds like it's about to fall to pieces...
Anyways, I crawled into bed, and Reuben comes to the doorway and says "but it's my bed...". I gave some sarcastic answer and he left. About 20 minutes later, he does the same. I told him if he promised to be a good boy, I might let him sleep in his own bed. He went out again and must've been talking to his friend, because I'd just gotten to sleep when I was woken up to the fact that the music had been turned off and someone was coming into the room. He crawled into bed, and laid a nice appropriate distance away from me. I told him it was freezing in his room, and he told me I was crazy, but then again, I get that answer a lot, so I suppose I'm just cold blooded.
I started falling asleep again, when he rolled over and cuddled up against me. I decided that was fine, I was cold, and we were both fully clothed, so no harm could come of it... Although I was rather drunk, so maybe that's not 100% what I was thinking.... Anywho. Where was I? Oh yes. In bed. With Reuben. Well, a little bit of time passed, and he started groping. I, being drunk, had no problems with this. Encouraged him, even. So his hands start wandering all over me. He knew exactly what to do, that's for sure. I warned him he'd better not leave a mark, so he kind of agreed... I wouldn't have said anything, but he was a bit rough... Had me turned on in far less time that even Pete can do. Well, things started heating up, and he started taking my clothes off. Some half-intelligent part of me surfaced, and I told him I wasn't going any furthur with him unless he had a condom. He thought about it for a moment, and then swore. He got up, did a quick search of his drawers, and walked out. I could hear him asking his one friend if he had any, but everyone was asleep and didn't want to talk to him.
He came back in, found a cigarette, and went out again. After some time, he came back in and cuddled up behind me again. I got comfortable, and he told me that I was a big tease. He said all sorts of things, but mostly that he'd never been turned on so much by a girl before. I told him he was lucky I wasn't trying, or he'd be in real trouble. And I hadn't been trying. In fact, I'd just been enjoying what he'd been doing. He tossed and turned a bit, but couldn't get to sleep with me in bed with him, so he went into the living room and slept on the floor.
I guess I slept for a while, I don't really remember. Eventually I went back into the living room because I heard voices. Stayed in there for a while, then decided to sleep. Reuben's friend had stolen my bed, so I stole a pillow and blanket and went into Myles' bedroom, suprised him pretty good, and crashed on his floor. This was about 7am. At about 10:30 or so, he woke up and turned on the computer. That woke me up, so I went back in the living room. The only time I saw Myles after that was when he surfaced for air. A real computer geek, that one.
Well, I sat and talked with strangers while Reuben continued to sleep on the floor. Eventually he woke up. At some point we shared the remenants of some raspberry sherbert he found in the freezer. Nobody mentioned the previous night. Everyone but Myles and I left around 4pm so they could get to a social for someone in Reuben's family, and I got Myles to give me a ride home. Oh yes, and at some point during that long night, I negotiated a place for a bookcase in their apartment, because it's huge, and I needed a place to store my books, so I'll be over there a lot when I move it in. First I have to find a bookcase, though. I'll be taking my books over there next week, but Reuben won't be there at all that week. I suppose that's a good thing. Well, tomorrow night is bar night, and I'm gonna try to get both of them to show at the bar. Then I'm gonna go home Friday for Beef n' Barley... It's a big homecoming thing back home. Everyone shows. Should be lots of fun. Lots of booze. All that good stuff. Well, until next time, I'm off.

Fishies

So here we are. Midterms for me are next week... So far I have one scheduled on Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. Lucky me. That leaves one to schedule yet. Oh dear. There's only one class that I'm not sure what's going on in, so I should be fine.
Last night a bunch of us went out to see Jackass 2. Such a funny movie! I was laughing like the whole time, and I couldn't even sit through the first one, lol... Not sure I could watch it a second time, but the first time was great. After the movie I went over to one of the guy's places. There was my four guy friends and me. Good times, of course. They got talking about all sorts of sex stuff, we were all laughing, then they realized that I was there. It was pretty funny. I was sure laughing at them, anyways. I tried to steal one of their chairs cuz there were only 4 chairs, but he picked me up and put me on the ground. Oh well. I tried, lol. Apparantly thinking heavy thoughts doesn't work.
Pete visited for the day, but I barely saw him. He went and helped move his friend's ex's couch from one place to another, then went to his friend's for an "all guy" poker night... When I told my guy friends that, they were like "Yep, he's bangin' her!" and "They're probably having an orgy right now!". All I could do is laugh. If I suspected him of that, he'd be out on his butt so fast his head would spin.
Today one of the guys and I played pool at noon. I got my butt kicked. Bad. Although one game he had an off game, and I actually almost won... Till I made a stupid mistake. Oh well.
Apparantly he hates going up stairs, but watching me go upstairs ahead of him makes it much better, lol... I love having guy friends. They're great. Anywho. I'll get back to chat now. I'm sure they miss me. Cad, be online more often! It's so boring tonight! Nobody on MSN!

Quiz Thing- It's Cad's Fault!!!!

I'm putting this in just cause. People who are my fans, please fill it out! I want to feel like someone actually reads this thing!!!!!!!

Stolen from sunnieelise113... answer in a comment and repost on your own journal for me to reply to you.


1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
2. What's your philosophy on life?
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Would you give me a kidney?
7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Can we get together and make a cake?
10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you drive across country with me?
14. Do you think I'm attractive?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
18. Would you go on a date with me if I asked you?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?


Thanks! I'll be posting again soon I hope... Going out tonight, gonna try to get intoxicated without paying for any alcohol, lol... I'll let ya know how that goes!

Spaghetti with Macaroni

So I'm back after a nice little break. Not a whole lot has happened. The bf is still ticking me off. Hasn't called yet and he's been gone over a week... since last week's Monday. He called his parents while I happened to be there, so I got to talk to him on Saturday, and he said he'd call later that night. Still waiting for that call. He's supposed to be getting this weekend off, but doesn't know where I'll be, so who knows where he'll end up.
My car got broken into last night. They didn't actually break anything, but took a few cd's, mostly burnt ones, my very faded fuzzy dice, a really crappy fm transmitter, and my jacket I got from work this year. Must've been really stupid kids, because they didn't touch my deck, or the cd in it, or even my ignition wires, which are exposed from when someone tried to steal it.
School's going pretty good. Even have a couple of good looking guys in my class. Too bad I wasn't single. *Sigh*
Found a great store yesterday. Michael's. It's basically a giant craft store, almost the size of some Walmarts. It's my new favorite. I could spend hours in there. And many hundreds of dollars, too. I can't wait to go back. Even got modelling kits and a nice rainbow of model paints. And other paints... Aisles of them... And drawing supplies... and like 6 aisles of jewelery and beading supplies... I want to go back! I know where I'm going when I get a job...
Well... I should be off. Gotta shower and get some sleep tonight, cuz tomorrow night I'm going to the bar. My roomie and I are taking a cab. It's gonna be interesting to see if we can get home... Knowing us and directions, I don't know. Tomorrow we get high speed internet hooked up too. Probably be online Friday to post some more, some of Thursday's events, maybe pictures. We'll see.

Carrots!

Well, Pete came home last night. I was so excited, I practically jumped on him... I really miss him when he's gone... But he's here for the whole weekend! Yay! We've been trying to set up a mini network here with my dad's computer and ours, but it's not been working too well... Got the two computers seeing eachother now, but ours can't access the shared folders on this computer, whereas this computer can access our computer's shared stuff... And the game we tried networking on won't recognize anything... Such a headache! Been at this for hours, just finally gave up for the night. Grr.

Not much else to talk about tonight. Was hoping we'd go out for the night, but guess not. Maybe tomorrow night. We'll see. Should be moving on the weekend, which means I might not get online again for a week or so. Oh well. We'll see.

Warm Apple Pie

So, today I got a forward that I just have to share. Kinda funny, but nice and short. Here it is:

Living Will

Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer. Bitch...

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He he. Pretty good, eh? So very true. Glad I'm not attached to one of those. Yet. In fact, I plan to avoid that fate if I can. Anyways, I'm going to continue on in my ramblings.

I'm lonely. My guy has been gone for only a couple of days, but I really miss him. I guess that's what happens when you've been with a guy for 2-1/2 years. You get used to his presence. Worst part is, I won't see him for any length of time until there's snow on the ground permanently. That will be at least 2 months from now. Probably longer. Great. I'm going to go insane. Rocking back and forth in the corner crazy. Well, at least he doesn't need to worry too much about me cheating on him. My classmates at college are going to be geeks. I've seen some of them, and, believe me, they're not worth a second glance. I'm told there's only going to be one or two other females in the entire course. Oh dear. I don't want to be eye candy for a room full of drooling geeks! Eeee!!!!!!

Oh well. Can't be any worse than some of the creepy old men around here. They often have a habit of staring at me. And there's also those creepy guys that try to pick me up everytime I'm in the bar and Pete wanders off on me. I've learned to high tail it to the nearest guy that I know when he does that, because otherwise I practically have to beat them off with a stick. Which is not fun, by the way. When I say I have a man, I mean it! I'm not interested! Shoo! Yea, that's a pet peeve of mine. Guys that don't take no for an answer. I'm not playing hard to get, I've got someone to take care of my needs. Even if he doesn't always, I've learned to live with that. At least until he comes back from work.

Ah, yes. When Pete gets back from work, he'll be sorry he left. I've got lots of time to plan. But anyways, I believe I should get to bed. Its 11:30pm, and last night I was up till 2am, thinking. Can barely keep my eyes open. Gotta remember to go to town, have to give my friend a cheque so she can mail our rent out. Hoping I see Matt along the way. He's great inspiration for my blogs.

Sorry, Jason, for not having anything fun to write. Maybe tomorrow ;)

The Parachute Marked "Spare Engine Parts"

Remember, children, if you're a kid, you shouldn't read this stuff. Not like my warnings will make a difference, anyways.

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Well, yesterday I promised I'd follow up on what I said about hot guy (Matt) and what naughty thing I did. You'll soon understand why I said I should feel guilty but actually don't. It all started with me deciding to go to town. I needed to get the keys for the apartment copied so my roommate would have a set. So off I headed.

Now, the last time I talked to Matt, he said that if we met on the road, he'd call and maybe we'd talk. We'd been doing that a lot lately, every time we met, if his girlfriend wasn't around to glare at him. We're quite frank with each other, and talk about stuff we wouldn't normally talk about. Like our sex lives. Or what passes for such, anyways. Well, we met on the road, and he called me. We decided talking on the side of a busy highway was no fun and more than a little dangerous, so he suggested meeting in the old farm yard his parents own, which was only about a 1/4 mile away. So we met. And got talking.

This is where something happened that I should most certainly regret. Well, we were talking about something or other, and somehow got onto the topic of size. He said he'd only been "with" two girls, and wasn't very confident about his size. He asked if I'd take a look, and give my honest opinion. I figured, what could be the harm here, right? He's a friend, and there was no one there to spread nasty rumours about us again like there is almost every time we are seen in one another's presence. Well, next thing I know, I've got him against my car and something in my mouth that shouldn't be there. Couldn't help myself.

Seriously, he's got one amazing body. I guess I must be pretty good at what I do, because he came in no time at all. Most certainly under a minute. Well, either that, or his woman doesn't take very good care of him. My opinion is, if you're in that serious a relationship, you should be having sex once a day. At least. Too bad my boyfriend doesn't agree. But anyways, he had complimented me on my body before this happened, and complimented my skill now. Said my boyfriend was one lucky guy. We decided to never speak of this again, promised and shook on it. Oops. My big mouth. Oh well, you guys won't tell, right? Now you see why I should feel guilty. I've got a loving boyfriend and I'm just not happy with him... But I did give him some special treatment when he got home from work that night. It's just much harder for me to get him to cum. Like I could work on him for 20 minutes and nothing. It gets to be a bit much, if you know what I mean.

Well, I've told you now. You probably think me a terrible person. You have to remember, my guy doesn't exactly have the same sex drive as I do, he doesn't want it every day, whereas I do. I'm like a junkie, gotta have my fix or I'm fidgety and distracted all the time. And my guy is gone for the next week. Possibly two. I hate it when he leaves. Maybe tomorrow I'll go into town to do some shopping before I move. Maybe I'll see Matt along the way. Who knows. I'll likely be back soon. Maybe with some more juicy stuff. And the title was psyco's idea. Thanks a bunch! Check back soon, all my faithful readers.

New Idea for this bad boy...

Well, I've been thinking, and I've decided this will be quite a bit fictional. Based on my life, yes, but mostly what could have happened, not entirely what happened.
*Disclaimer*- May contain bad stuff that little children shouldn't read. If you're not an adult, you're not supposed to read what follows. You've been warned.
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Friday I washed and cleaned out my car. Took me 10 hours to do, but it certainly looked nice. Waxed and shone up everything. It was great. That night my bf and I went to town so he could drink with his buddies. Bad idea. He ditched me to go outside, and when I finally got finished with waiting for him to show, I went and found him. Smoking. When he'd promised 2 years ago he'd quit for good. I'd been denying the evidence for a long time, but everytime he drinks, he smokes. Usually does a fair decent job of covering up, but this time I caught him red handed. Twice.
Well, you can imagine how angry I was with him. I went and talked to a couple of guys that I'd seen around till closing. On the way home, he puked on my car. All over it, in fact. I had to use a strong cleaner to get it off, soap and brush at the carwash didn't work. Ruined the wax finish. I could've killed him. So he's getting a new exhaust system put on my car. From his pocket. He's still lucky I can't stay mad at him.
You remember the guy I mentioned last post? Well, I talked to him that night briefly. His woman was there, so we couldn't exactly talk- she won't let him talk to other females. He said he might call me before I left town. God, is he ever hot. Totally drool worthy. And nice. Wouldn't do anything if he didn't have your permission. And she cheats on him. Bad. If she's drunk and he's not there, he's being cheated on. He's got the same label, but he says he's not like that, although he has cheated on her once.
Well, my bf just got home from work. I'll post again tomorrow, with something interesting. Something naughty I did today. You'll find out. Strangest part is, even though I should, I don't feel guilty about this. Well, you'll see.

Day One- August 22, 2006

So here's day one of my blog. I'm going to tell you a story, it's up to you whether you believe it or not. Maybe it's just a big story, or maybe, it's an exaggeration of the truth. Read on, and make up your mind for yourself.

Here's a little background info on myself:

• I'm 20 years old, been out of school for two years, and just going to college now for a computer tech course.
• I'm in a relationship with a wonderful guy, we've been going out for more than two years now.
• I've got a major love for books, I love reading and I do like to draw on occaision
• My hobbies also include fishkeeping (Got loads of tropicals), hiking, and other outdoorsy stuff.

That's enough background stuff for now. You'll pick up more stuff as time goes on.

Today I've been doing a lot of thinking. About the move, about my choices in life, and about regrets I've got. Putting off packing is really why I've been doing all this thinking, I suppose. Just got informed I'm going to be moving on Saturday, instead of Friday. A bit of breathing room. It's just going to be moving furniture, after all. Back to the thinking. Been thinking a lot about this guy. Not my boyfriend, either, although I love Pete so very much.

I don't want to wear out your reading skills today, though, so I guess I'll just end today's notes here. And please remember, from here on in, almost every name of every person and place has been changed. For all our sakes. Even my boyfriend's, although this could lead to no end of confusion...

Check in tomorrow. See what's going on in this head of mine.