Friday, May 25, 2007
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Happy birthday to me...
Well, today's my birthday. 21. Time flies. Got some bad news last night. Drank a bit yesterday. Skipped school today, and plan on doing the same tomorrow, and possibly Friday. Probably going to go up and visit mom tomorrow. It's a 3 hour drive, but I have some money that my dad lent me so I'll be able to afford the gas.
What happened to my mom is that she had a miscarriage and almost bled to death. I'm not sure how long she's been hospitalized, but I'll find out tomorrow I guess. She's got a boyfriend up there that didn't even think to contact us, so it shows how much of a winner he is. Since she's been going out with him, she's basically dropped off the map. The last time I talked to her was a month ago. Then I got a call from her last night. We've never been close, but she's still my mother. Even her sister hadn't heard from her at all in ages. I'm just hoping she learns from this experience and stops trying to have kids. Out of the four she's had, she almost died having two of us. I'm just worried that we'll completely lose her next time.
What a birthday. Without fail, every birthday has been bad for me for as long as I can remember. Something always happens. Trying to stay positive, though. I have at least one friend that I plan to have fun with tonight. I'll update you later.
What happened to my mom is that she had a miscarriage and almost bled to death. I'm not sure how long she's been hospitalized, but I'll find out tomorrow I guess. She's got a boyfriend up there that didn't even think to contact us, so it shows how much of a winner he is. Since she's been going out with him, she's basically dropped off the map. The last time I talked to her was a month ago. Then I got a call from her last night. We've never been close, but she's still my mother. Even her sister hadn't heard from her at all in ages. I'm just hoping she learns from this experience and stops trying to have kids. Out of the four she's had, she almost died having two of us. I'm just worried that we'll completely lose her next time.
What a birthday. Without fail, every birthday has been bad for me for as long as I can remember. Something always happens. Trying to stay positive, though. I have at least one friend that I plan to have fun with tonight. I'll update you later.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
41 tips for the guys...
These are great. Well, the comments are, anyways. Worth the read.
http://www.geocities.com/intimacytips/
http://www.geocities.com/intimacytips/
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Here's to 60
Well, this is post number 60. I've finally gotten to the point where I can be bothered to do things again. Yesterday Myles called me at around four telling me to go to Boston Pizza. I, looking for any excuse to not study, agreed. Apparently he and Cutler had been drinking since about 2:30, and had managed to make friends with the one off duty bartender.
We played a couple of games of pool, then their new friend had to go somewhere, so we took Cutler's car back to his place and went to the strip bar. Of course, you have to remember, this is at around 5pm on a Monday. A little early to be going, but Myles and I did have an exam in the morning. Well, we had a few (or a lot), and between the two of them, Myles and Cutler managed to win all of the prizes the stripper had (plus two again, which I have somehow).
Naturally, at some point they were trying to convince me to go up there (pretty standard for the only girl to be told she should), and at another point they actually decided to throw their change down my shirt (made over $3, not complaining!). It was pretty fun though. Around midnight we decided to go back to BP, and we had something to eat, then went home.
I drove Cutler home (ok, so only had 4 drinks, and most of that was early on, so I had sobered up by this point), and Myles crashed on the hide-a-bed, although at first he attempted to steal my bed. Throughout the night, I managed to turn down two of my toys, and the third ended up getting so tanked at a friend's he couldn't come over, so it was a nice quiet night. I got sleep, and managed to pass my final I had today. Also got a nudie keychain thing and lighter. Overall, I think that last night was worth it. Much better feeling today, and actually willing to study. Good thing, because I have two exams tomorrow waiting for me. Really hoping I pass them.
We played a couple of games of pool, then their new friend had to go somewhere, so we took Cutler's car back to his place and went to the strip bar. Of course, you have to remember, this is at around 5pm on a Monday. A little early to be going, but Myles and I did have an exam in the morning. Well, we had a few (or a lot), and between the two of them, Myles and Cutler managed to win all of the prizes the stripper had (plus two again, which I have somehow).
Naturally, at some point they were trying to convince me to go up there (pretty standard for the only girl to be told she should), and at another point they actually decided to throw their change down my shirt (made over $3, not complaining!). It was pretty fun though. Around midnight we decided to go back to BP, and we had something to eat, then went home.
I drove Cutler home (ok, so only had 4 drinks, and most of that was early on, so I had sobered up by this point), and Myles crashed on the hide-a-bed, although at first he attempted to steal my bed. Throughout the night, I managed to turn down two of my toys, and the third ended up getting so tanked at a friend's he couldn't come over, so it was a nice quiet night. I got sleep, and managed to pass my final I had today. Also got a nudie keychain thing and lighter. Overall, I think that last night was worth it. Much better feeling today, and actually willing to study. Good thing, because I have two exams tomorrow waiting for me. Really hoping I pass them.
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