You...

I miss you every day we're apart. I can't stop thinking about you. Every time I look around, something reminds me of you. I was watching tv and I saw someone whose smile was so similar to you, I got swept away by memories of us, of me making that smile appear on your face. I don't want this to be happening, not yet, not now, not while I'm so busy with other things. With someone else.
I'm so sorry I hurt you the way I did. I don't know what I was thinking. I couldn't have been thinking, or I would never have done it. What we feel is too intense to just end it like this. I'm so grateful you took the time to spend with me the other day. I'm so glad you decided we couldn't just be friends, despite what I'd done.
You are my reason for looking forward to a new day. I always associated getting up with a text from you, every morning. I miss that. I hope that even after all that's happened, you can do it again. Everything is so much better when I'm with you.
When something happens in my life, I compare it to how it would have happened if you had been there. When a song we both enjoy comes on the radio, I get the urge to sing along and dance. This hasn't happened before. Your pleasure in things like that has infected me, but I never want that to change.
I truly hope that some day I can be yours and nobody else's. Even if it doesn't last forever... I know it will be worth it. I look forward to every moment I can spend in your arms, to every moment I can spend near you. Even if you will never read this... I want you to know. Maybe some day I'll get the courage to tell you what you mean to me.